While I left my abusive marriage, the abuse escalated, and Richard Zona Jr. came after me with horrific abuse tactics and stole what was mine. Many abused women, including myself, entertain the idea of our families being held together, some way, anyway. I wanted that. Do you think I wanted to be put through the thirteen year hell I have been through? Why, do women stay? Because they know the hell unleashed may be worse. It was Richard Zona Jr.’s idea to attend marriage counseling and I agreed. I wanted the HELL to stop. For all of us. We attended marriage counseling three times. Once together. Once Richard Zona Jr. alone. And once me alone. Our first together counseling session Richard Zona Jr. put on his charm and sales pitch. It was all me and not him. He was the showman he is. He talked, and talked, and talked, as usual. I barely said a word knowing if I told the TRUTH there would be HELL to pay. At this time in my life I had no voice. NONE. My voice had been eradicated by years of financial abuse, coercive control, emotional abuse, and sexual abuse. Richard Zona Jr. always believed he won everyone over. But, I believe, this woman read right through him. She said ” Why don’t I see you two separately.” Even in my one on one I was apprehensive in telling the TRUTH. I could not bring myself to tell her about the sexual abuse. It wasn’t very long into the session she said “Tracy you can leave, everything will be alright.” She was right and very wrong about that. Even though she was wrong about “everything being alright”, I thank her for being the first person to say “Tracy you can leave.” Then it was Richard Zona Jr.’s turn. He called me immediately after and said she had given him some books to read, (utterly pointless) and then asked if she had given me any books to read? I knew not to answer that question as more HELL would be unleashed if he felt he was losing his manipulative game. He knew anyway, he was always one step ahead, he knew he was semi exposed by the marriage counselor. The next words out of his mouth were pure HELL to me. ” Tracy, I am not paying for marriage counseling UNLESS YOU HAVE SEX WITH ME THREE TIMES A WEEK.” He wanted to continue the forced sex under the guise of marriage counseling. It was my money too, financial abuse, we were married 15 years) But I never went back. I never submitted myself to more sexual abuse. NOT EVEN FOR MY FAMILY. THE HELL UNLEASHED CONTINUES THROUGH TODAY. This is my daily diary on a life of domestic abuse.
** 60 ATTEMPTS TO LOG INTO MY WEBSITE HAS OCCURRED IN 24 HOURS. I SUPPOSE THE CRIME WAVE ENTWINED WITH RICHARD ZONA JR. IS TRYING HARD TO HACK IT LIKE THEY DID CHRISTMAS EVE 2017.