Thank you world, as my blog is being read in all light and dark blue around the world, for reading what happens on the inside and how horrific it is, when you marry an abusive monster and you leave him. It’s a frightening and terrifying experience and mine has continued for thirteen years. I just watched “Dirty John” and I know firsthand the story is not exaggerated. As she was leaving the monster, he was aware she moved money to aid her escape, he cornered her in the closet. Her fear was my fear all over again. A monster like this is always one step ahead of your escape. She had her own money and mine was completely controlled by my abusive ex husband Richard Zona Jr. whom taped my phone calls, even with my mother, throughout our marriage. He knew what I was going to do before I did it. And up until this summer, thirteen years later, he was still pulling “Dirty John” moves to abuse me anyway he can. My blog and my readership have survived, he and his crime wave, hacking it on Christmas Eve 2017. I am very excited for 2019 and if this weekend is any indication of 2019…..I am anxious to move into it. Thank you again as my blog is about heart, soul, spirit, determination, success, bravery, making the right choices, and is entwined with abuse, fraud, and crime. LOOKING FORWARD TO 2019!!! Let’s go………………..